&the greying vision

Monday, February 18, 2008 10:37 PM

ok, i decided not to study for the time being.

i guess it's enough for the time being.
have been forcing myself to study the whole day of ytd and today.

thou ytd was totally not productive.
but i've improved alot today.

the house was for me the whole day today.
so i can do what ever i want.
blasting the music while studying, which caused my right ear to be so muted now.
eating the new year goodies like nobody's business.

but studies was still quite productive.

ob summerising is done.
finish understand 5 topic for micro.
summerising of micro is done.
marketing textbook, half book read.
marketing models, all understood.

good job cindy.

i don't know what keep me moving today.

probably is the thought that if i don't keep to my own schedule, i cant rest on the night after micro and the night after ob exams.

np students are having their exams now.
sms-ed them and ask them how's their exams going on.
they seems depressed.

to you:

babe, i know you're really stressed out now.

but please please please endure alright?

it's gonna end soon.

those smses you sent were really worrying.

few more days. i guess the last exam alr?

micro yea?

you sure can do it one.

please rest well before heading to your exams.

after that, we can go delta for gyming, back to holland v for COLD ROCK and den to tea garden'a mac for fries! (:

endure, babe!

have confidence in yourself.

if really need a person, just call me ok?

thou i don't really know how to ... ya, you know.

telling me your problems will help abit, I GUESS!!! (X

xoxo, cindy.

today, everything seems so relax.
i don't wanna think of the results alr.
but can i?

if there's another failure, i guess i can't take it anymore.

i really really wanna club!
like really.
if i could find time out during this week just for clubbing, i would.
to club, drink till 'ya drop.
dance till there's no tmr.
havoc like there's no exams.

but reality is reality.
i've got no time to play.
not even going out.

FACE THE REALITY, CINDY.

i'm going to sleep now! (:
waking up early tmr to study! :/
life is just about books now.
but to motivate me, I CAN PLAY AFTER THAT.

if everything was a dream, a dream that i wouldn't wake up.

could i continue dreaming?

and never let this fantasy fade.

1thing2do3words4you.